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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

new xanga

 

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Sunday, May 23, 2004

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Far right supporters in Berlin

 


Saturday, May 22, 2004

its not letting me read my comments again!!!

grrrrr.

ok someone email me all the comments from the last 2 days.

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anyways

camping was ok, we went to sleep at 3:30 and then woke up at 8 (except for joel, he got up at 6, what a looser)

joel remembers meeting amanda, he said he feels bad for making fun of her because now if she meets him again then shes gonna be like "hey thats the guy that was making fun of me for being a poser at the show"

haha, stupid joel *pssh* haha

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well keith called me, and so i guess ill call him back right now and find out if he knows anything new about whats going on with the whole situation


Friday, May 21, 2004

it wont let me read my comments from the last post!!, someone copy+paiste, then e-mail them to me please!!

 

anyways, so today i was sitting there at lunch just like  sittign bored and i noticed amanda kept looking at me and stuff, so i was like awsome shes gonna come over here (i wrote her a note saying that she should hang out with me and my friends so we can get to know each other better) well she never came she just kept watching me and i was watching her (no one had no idea i was looking that direction, thank god for dark sunglasses) so i have in last period and so i was like cool we'll talk then and maybe ill get her number so i can call her from the lake (camping tonight = freakin boring) well stupid keith told a teacher that im in study hall so the teacher sent his T.A. to come get me and tell me i need to go work on my final (7 day final), so we didnt even say. 

*sigh* im about to just give up on all girls


Thursday, May 20, 2004

dude, what the heck!!!

ok so i kinda decided i might try talking to the girl at school, i miss christi , but seeing that we havent seen each other in a few months i decided ill just talk to this other girl and see what happens. you know what i mean? besides i was told christi has a boyfriend.

well it all sounds good,and a bunch of people talked to me about her and told me the things she has said about me and stuff you know, so i was like cool, and it got to the point were so many peopel were talking about her to me that i coudlnt stop thinking about her, it was so bad that i woke up and 1:30 and 4 am this morning because i couldnt sleep, so when i woke up at 4 i tried going back to sleep and then at about 4:30 i was like ok ill write her a note and stuff.

so i get to school and she was acting weird, like almost like she didnt want to see me, so i asked her friend what was wrong withher and she wa sliek , uh i dunno but i noticed it too so ill talk to her. so liek 15 minites later she comes abck and goes, "ok wow, she really likes you alot, but she said she cant like you but she wants to" so i was like ummm, explain, so she said "she was talking to her bestfriend about it and her friend started crying" and so she was like whats wrong, and her friends reply was "your gonna get him i know it, and i have practically been in love with him for like 3 years but ive been to scared to say anything to him"

dude, i dunno what to do, like on one hand i wanna tell her , dude your friends a sr. and shes going to college far away, in a month youll prolly never see her again, but on the other hand i wanna be like , you know what its more important to be a good friend than to have a boyfriend.

crap dude, make it 5 girls that like me and im interested in 2 of them...



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